2.02.2009

Weird initiatives

Last night I dreamed that in the chaos following a BSG-esque national emergency, Bush was forced to resume the presidency of the United States. In a conference he was reading out a speech that included the line "I fully support wired initiatives," but he hesitated and stumbled over the unfamiliar word, pronouncing it "weird." An aide had to look over his shoulder and correct him as he mumbled about being tripped up. Rahm Emanuel spoke up then and apologized, explaining that the speech had been written for Obama — they never would have put those funny words in Bush's mouth.

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1.03.2009

Yogic physics

I am a great lover of serenity and silence, but there are times when I long to talk back to my yoga instructor.

Now, I hate all the New Agey trappings that the trendy modern brand of hipster yoga is cloaked in, so there are plenty of times during a typical practice where I must simply shut my eyes and tune the chatter out. For me yoga is no more than an effective and agreeable physical exercise, and I would gladly excise the vague mystical overtones and pseudotherapeutic insights that are usually served along with my sixty minutes of physical conditioning. Sometimes it gets to me.

Last week, as we were being goaded to assume a crazy pose where you tip your head back and lose your balance, the instructor embarked on a miniature sermon about fear and letting go: "It's okay if you lose your balance, it's okay if you fall. As children, we weren't afraid to fall. We did it all the time, we loved it. As we got older, something changed, and we became afraid of looking foolish, afraid of losing control. Falling became a shame, an embarrassment. Remember how it used to be when you were a child. Let yourself feel again what it's like not to have that fear."

I had a very strong urge to open my mouth and respond.

"WE HAD MUCH LOWER CENTERS OF GRAVITY THEN!"

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9.08.2008

Alaska ho!

Last year I won free airline tickets in a raffle at the firm's Christmas party, so today Ladysusan and I are off to Alaska for two weeks in search of breaching whales, melting glaciers, snowcapped mountains, tasty salmon, and friendly bears. Thanks to the magic of scheduling, posting will continue uninterrupted in my absence.

In the event that you see two more posts published and then nothing, feel free to assume I was eaten. Otherwise, I'll be back in two weeks...with pictures!

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9.06.2008

Ow.

I have a cramp in my right pinky finger.

Now what kind of a complaint is that? Who's going to take me seriously?

But it hurts. Frequently. That's my ENTER key finger! It's also the one I use for sticking up in the air when I drink tea. And pressing ENTER and drinking tea are two things I do a lot. (Addendum: it seems that I also stick that finger up when pressing any key that is not ENTER. I do that a WHOLE lot.)

Apparently that's just too much for one small digit to bear.

Ow.

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8.15.2008

It's not just a train

I just want to give some props to my favorite subway conductor, whom I had again for my ride home from work yesterday. I sometimes catch him on the odd morning riding the A downtown to Brooklyn. I can always recognize him by his distinctive announcements, which aren't only uncommonly audible, but always delivered in a calm, upbeat, cheery voice that's such a pleasant departure from the usual garbled perfunctory mumbling or angry shouting. Best of all, I love the way he refers to the train as the "Downtown A Express Experience to Far Rockaway," like he's welcoming you to a themepark ride.

You make my day, Favorite Subway Conductor.

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9.22.2007

La rentrée

[CURRICULUM]

Since it's time for back-to-school, even though I'm not going at the moment, I devised this imaginary curriculum for myself. It's a list of courses of the most practical sort -- not the usual esoteric, liberal-arts stuff I might take for the fun of it, but a kick-ass program in real-life skills I've decided I'm sorely lacking.

Just for kicks, let's make this a meme, with rules and tagging and all that. (My first!)

Rules: Devise a list of 5-10 courses you would take to fix your life. It's more fun to be in classes with friends, so include one class from the person who tagged you that you'd also like to take. Tag five.

So, here's my schedule:

Logic for Life
Thorough groundwork in formal logic, critical thinking, decision-making, and debate. Emphasizes everyday applications.

Dance 001: Posture, Poise, Personality
Body posture, behavior, and movement techniques for health, comfort, and grace. Reduce stress and fatigue by building core strength and learn how to carry yourself to project confidence and be at ease in the world.

Dance 102: Social Dance for Non-Dancers
A primer in basic moves for a number of popular and iconic dance styles. You will also work towards developing your own personal, portable freestyle. Comfortably own the dance floor at any social venue. Prerequisite: Posture, Poise, Personality.

Everyday Spanish for Comprehension and Communication
With a focus on reading comprehension and verbal communication, this course enables English speakers to easily interact with a Hispanic environment.

Intensive Arabic for Highly-Paid, In-Demand Government Translation Work
Take advantage of the national need for skilled Arabic speakers and translators, and quickly master the language in this intensive course.

Consumer Skills 202: Basic Bargaining and Consumer Rights
Become comfortable haggling and striking bargains, learn how to recognize and overcome unfair business practices, maximize your consuming power, and stay in control of any transaction to save stress, time, and money.

World Geography
At the end of the course, students will have a high level of familiarity with every part of the planet.

World History 1000 B.C. to Present
Everything you need to know about everything that ever happened. Dates, places, people, reigns, wars, events, cultures, ideas, movements, and eras.

Small Talk Workshop: Advanced Techniques and Topics for Social Mastery
This practical course focuses primarily on in-class practice sessions guided by the instructor. Learn how to keep a conversation flowing seamlessly, ways to move beyond the weather, dealing with unpleasant people, social conventions, appropriate formulas for a variety of situations (polite refusal, soliciting favors, disengagement, etc.), networking, and more.

That should be a pretty full schedule. Now for my tags: LadySusan, Maktaaq, Lynn, Princess Haiku, and...well, darn, I'm out. I actually don't know too many bloggers of the sort that like to do memes, so I guess my fifth is a lame "anybody who wants to!"

Okay, now hit the books.

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9.02.2006

Poetry corner

I would like to present a short poem in the style of Ogden Nash, dedicated to LadySusan.

Syllabub for syllabus
May be substituted thus:
If syllabi were syllabubs,
Then class would pass with hearty glubs,
But spirits would not be as high
If syllabubs were syllabi.

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8.19.2006

Moving day

So the guy who offered to lend me his van didn't come through, and I'm trying to find a truck to rent the day of.



What's that?




Why is everything so hard?

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5.11.2006

Fleeting encounters

TOLL COLLECTOR #1: Hey, you look upset. Something wrong?

TOLL COLLECTOR #2: I've been seeing this great girl. She's cute, funny, friendly, and I think she really likes me. We really hit it off.

TOLL COLLECTOR #1: So what's the problem?

TOLL COLLECTOR #2: She just got an EZPass.

TOLL COLLECTOR #1: Bummer.



I cross the river to and from work every day, and I've been dragging my feet on getting a new EZPass...apart from the usual laziness and forgetfulness, there's also the fact that the toll collectors are all so sweet, and they always perk up when I come through. The cute one gave me a big grin today, asked how I was, and even said it was good to see me again. I always get the feeling that he's working up the courage to say more. How can I just stop coming?

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5.07.2006

Curiosity

Down the street from where I live, between the Mexican grocery/take-out and the site of a former failed restaurant, was a curiosity shop.

"RARE BOOKS - FINE ART - ANTIQUES - GIFTS" read the lettering along the front of the building. There was a swinging sign over the door: "BROOKLINE GALLERY". Every morning the owner would decorate the sidewalk with an assemblage of old nightstands, antique chairs, stacks of baskets, colorful hanging cloth, strings of bells, Chinese straw hats, wooden statues, strange masks, and other curious objects to entice and invite. At the door, where an old-fashioned jangling bell would announce your entry, you would be greeted by the owner or an assistant with a basket of fortune cookies, which it was not possible to refuse.

The owner himself was fittingly eccentric, although there is probably a more severe medical term to describe his behavior. With his relentlessly friendly demeanor, he would instantly latch onto anyone who set foot into his shop, catching unwary browsers quite off-guard. You had to go in prepared to engage him and let him show what he had to offer, so that rather than feel pestered as you tried to look around on your own, you could instead participate in a kind of dramatic spectacle. Trying to ignore the shopkeeper was like trying to sit down and read at the circus -- difficult, frustrating, and completely missing the point.

So you step into the shop of wonders, smile and tear at the plastic of the fortune cookie offered to you, and greet the owner as he comes over to you, beaming. Dimunitive and balding, with a monastic ring of white hair clinging to his temples, he wears an overly formal dove-gray suit and round, wire-rimmed glasses. He asks you how you are, and what you're interested in, trying to draw information out of you. If he gets anything he can use, he'll excitedly lead you from point to point in the shop, proudly showing off anything vaguely related to the subject. When he discovered I had an interest in French, I was taken to the meagre collection of very old French-language books; 19th-century prints and lithographs of French subjects, bearing legends and captions in French; old cassettes of French chanteuses and other more obscure Gallic genres; and other collections of things I can't even recall, as he hopped from place to place like a small bird.

The owner has a son, a tall, sensible, capable-seeming adolescent on whose broad shoulders care for his batty father has evidently come to rest. As I followed his father around the shop, the boy followed us both, rearranging things his father had pulled out to show me and urging him repeatedly to come upstairs (they live in an apartment on the second floor) and eat his soup; it was long past lunchtime, it was getting cold, and he had reheated it twice already. But the shopkeeper was far too excited with his customer to think of soup, until at last the son brought it down to him and he paused long enough to stand and eat it, offering commentary all the while as I took advantage of the respite to browse on my own.

The front room of the shop was crowded with curios and artifacts of dubious value, though interesting to look at: Chinese jades, Egyptian sculpture bookends, miniature Buddhas, chiming medicine balls, Russian nesting dolls, incense burners, carved tobacco pipes, ceramics, listing baskets of all shapes and sizes, postcards, dreamcatchers, costume jewelry. To one side was a narrow room, like a back hall or storage space, lit by a bare lightbulb, containing racks of flowing, colorful Indian clothing and batiks, and the collection of monstrous African masks, which lined the walls and leered down in the small space.

The next room is where the prints, framed and unframed, were kept, wrapped in plastic sheaths and filed in large bins. None of the images was more recent than the turn of the century, and they depicted mostly battlefields, architecture, landscapes, cities and street scenes, men dueling, women in large dresses, and horses and carriages. Around the room were also folded stacks of ornate, heavy cloth, pricey rugs and hangings, which also decorated the walls and lay thick in overlapping heaps on the floor.

The last room, which gave out onto a little square courtyard garden to the side of the shop, a riot of wildflowers and weeds orbiting a discolored reflective gazing ball, contained shelves of books, very old, brown-paged volumes on all kinds of obscure subjects, bargain-bin reject stuff. Old, but not old enough to be precious, just outdated and smelly; obscure, but not enough to be novel, just irrelevant. Etiquette manuals, European history, Impressionist painters, gardening. Isolated volumes of multi-part series. Their supreme value lay in creating a sense of atmosphere for this strange little shop -- too many good ones, and it would be too much book and too little curiosity.

When I came to the giant, glass-cabinet, wood-topped counter with my purchases -- I'd found a couple of slim French volumes worth taking, after all -- the delighted shopkeeper produced a giant ledger-book to record the transaction and scribbled out a receipt for me on little slip of paper, figuring out the tax by hand, this man from another time. I was escorted to the door with grins and thank-yous and other effusive sentiments as I departed. How much could they really manage to sell, after all? Is this strange man independently wealthy, I wondered, is this shop just some sort of hobby? He and his son do most of the work themselves. Despite the occasional hollow-eyed high-schooler standing at the door with the cookie basket, there was always a help wanted sign in the window, and who could manage to work in this place, anyway? It must take a special kind of person.

Last week, I passed by and noticed with a start that the swinging sign was gone, the sidewalk bare of treasures, and the window empty save for a two-liter soda bottle, some jars, and other refuse, and a paper sign taped to the glass: "FOR RENT".

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3.10.2006

For the curious...

I was approached by a stranger in a tea shop last weekend, and told that I looked exactly like the woman in Leonardo da Vinci's Lady with an Ermine:





This is a new one, because usually if I am told I look like anyone it's Dana Scully, like the guy in the gaming store said last month. That's okay with me, too.





So, in case you've been wondering what I look like, now you know.

EDIT:

I forgot to mention, my mother has also always said I have Queen Elizabeth hands:





Although maybe if I just stopped carrying an ermine around everywhere, people would stop saying these things to me.

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2.08.2006

The Future Is Now Later

It's something I've been wondering about for a while...about six years, actually.

Please say the following years out loud (that's it, shout it right out so they hear you in the next cubicle):

1999

2000

2006

2010

2013

2097

2130

I'm curious, what did you say? "Nineteen ninety-nine." "Two thousand." "Two-thousand six." Then what? Did you say "two thousand ten"? Or did you finally jump into the future and say "twenty ten"?

Wouldn't you feel much more futuristic if you were living in the year twenty oh-six, instead of boring old two thousand six? How did this happen? I suppose it's just a carryover from the millennium, when we called it "year two thousand" because we certainly weren't going to call it the "year twenty hundred". We just added on the following year, because what can come after two thousand but two thousand one? Then we just kept adding, and we've made it all the way to two thousand six so far. But we're going to have to make the switch sometime. Did anyone say "two thousand ninety-seven" or "two thousand one hundred thirty" for the last two? We can't have the flying cars or personal jetpacks, but we can at least live in a real century -- the one promised to us so long by scientists and writers of speculative fiction -- instead of in a number.

I predict that the transition will be inevitable by the year twenty ten, and I don't want to hear any "two thousand ten" nonsense out of anybody before then. Let's all just pick that date and start talking about future years in the appropriate terms, okay? Bonus points if you want to change over now and start talking about twenty oh-six and your plans for twenty oh-seven.

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10.26.2005

Least ambitious advertising slogan ever

Proudly painted onto the van of a local landscaping company:

"We Return All Phone Calls"

Moral: If you set your standards low enough, success is almost inevitable.

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10.23.2005

Things that don't go

Car #1 (mine): suddenly having problems starting, will start only by pumping gas; stalls whenever brakes are applied.

Car #2 (mother's): vibrates steadily at speeds below and violently at speeds above 45 mph; will smooth out after several miles of uninterrupted driving, only to recommence cycle once brakes are applied or steering wheel turned to the right; front left wheel heats rapidly; something terribly wrong with brakes.

Body: wracked with allergies, manifested as runny nose and explosive sneezes; refills of required medication withheld for months by multiple doctors pending costly office visits.

Cat: both rear feet badly burned following contact with heated stovetop, foot pads blistered and intermittently bleeding; cat retreating to cabinets to hide and nurse his wounds; prognosis uncertain, fear of possible future infection.

Wish me luck.

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9.20.2005

A treat



I got a package in the mail today -- the cd Sakura by Susumu Yokota, a gift from the amazingly generous mr.h of Giornale Nuovo, who was recently giving cds away for the asking as he occasionally does.

I was lucky to have snagged this one. It's just the kind of funky, minimalist, jazzy, exotic, experimental, ambient instrumental thing I often like to listen to, and I am enjoying it quite a bit. Plus there's the excitement of having interesting things mailed to you by strangers from Sweden, in envelopes bearing Swedish and French writing, stamps, and insignia. (It didn't even occur to me that mr.h hailed -- and mailed -- from anywhere other than America, although the footer of his blog even carries the bold warning Not to be introduced into the British Empire or the U.S.A., which we've violated pretty well now.)

So anyway, it was a delightful treat, for which I thank mr.h heartily. I also recommend readers to visit his always fascinating and very informative blog, which uncovers some of the most unusual treasures of art history, old prints, books, and manuscripts, and all kinds of goodies for the common enjoyment. His latest post, for example, presents the strange and surreal work of nineteenth-century French artist Odilon Redon, and another that I liked a lot recently discusses the seventeenth-century treatise The Discovery of a World in the Moone by John Wilkins.

So go and visit him. He has some great things to share.

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9.15.2005

The story of Blue Tea

When I was a child coloring with my mother, her daring and unorthodox use of color would often shock me. Much to my astonishment, she insisted on green suns, pink grass, and purple trees, while I meanwhile dutifully adhered to the hues prescribed by schoolroom tradition and rudimentary observation.

One day much later, we had purchased a new box of Crayolas and sat down together for some nostalgic doodling. True to form, she began picking out bright crayons and drawing things that weren't usually associated with those colors. She drew, among other objects, a sturdy, squarish mug of swirling, steaming coffee, and it was blue.

"Blue Coffee," I remarked. "That would be a good name for a website."

But it wasn't. I didn't really like coffee all that much, and I felt that whatever I had to offer should be more soothing and introspective, and less jittery. Tea addict that I am, just like my mother, I adjusted the title to Blue Tea.

I used the name for a short-lived website in which a version of this story originally appeared. In the days before blogs, or at least before blogs were mainstream enough for me to know about them, Blue Tea I was a sort of proto-blog, a collection of random, brief writings and rambles updated semi-regularly by hand (no fancy publishing software, no!). It never really got off the ground, and after a few spotty entries, I discontinued it, and I recently removed it from the web, to save on both embarrassment and confusion with my current endeavor.

Because I had the cute little graphic drawn up already (drawn and colored by hand, then scanned and tweaked a bit), and I had the lovely name, I decided to reuse the brand for my new blog when I migrated from Blurty to Blogger. I was still fond of the theme, and decided that my earlier project hadn't done it justice. So here we are.

Since the original project's inception, I have discovered that blue tea, along with black, green, white, red, and potentially others, belongs to the spectrum of real tea varities. I know nothing about it, really, but the odd visitor has showed up to my pages in search of the genuine article. Mine, alas, is but a metaphorical blend, but I hope a tasty one nonetheless.

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9.12.2005

Linlithgo -->

This is the mysterious, strangely alluring sign I routinely pass while driving north on Route 9. I have never heard this place spoken of, nor spotted it on any map -- my only knowledge of it comes from this single green and white sign which is posted at the terminal end of a lonely-looking road winding away from the crest of a particularly steep hill along Route 9, midway between Tivoli and the Rip Van Winkle Bridge.

I have wondered, idly, about Linlithgo. To me, the name evokes some imaginary place out of an extravagant sixteenth-century flight-of-fantasy -- a utopian city-state, a fabled land of youth or gold, a quaint, savage island somewhere beyond the setting sun, a paradisical, prelapsarian garden of singing birds, ripe fruit, and careless nudity, a whimsical, upside-down country populated by midgets or giants or dog-headed men.




What reminded me of this was an excellent article in the latest issue of Strange Horizons, "The Ten Stupidest Utopias!" More in-depth and profound than the title suggests, the article discusses and critiques a number of important classic utopias, from More's foundational text to Plato's Republic, the cyberspace of William Gibson's Neuromancer, and Charlotte Perkins Gillman's peculiarly Amazonian Herland.
Via Bookslut.

And as I recently mentioned, there is some great stuff, particularly the loads of beautiful images (such as the above), in the Utopia expo (French version) at the BnF.

Linlithgo...

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9.08.2005

A post that is actually about tea

Bibi's box has a lovely post all about tea, with some great links:

George Orwell's essay A Nice Cup of Tea about his rules for brewing perfect tea;

the BBC article "How to make a perfect cuppa", which critiques his rules with input from the Royal Society of Chemistry, and offers a challenging tea-themed quiz;

the h2g2 entry on Tea, which discusses brewing methods, including a convincing argument (with cute flash animation!) for pouring the milk first;

and Wikipedia's as-always very comprehensive article on all things Tea.

So of course I have to throw in some links of my own.

In my sidebar, in the new "Tea" category (formerly under "Specialty"), I have two very nice tea-themed blogs:

ANiceCupOfTeaAndASitDown is a charming blog that discusses tea varieties, biscuit brands, favorite spoons, electric kettles, tea tours, and other aspects of the tea-lover's daily life with cheery enthusiasm. Fun features like "Biscuit of the Week" and their own themed merchandise.

Cup of Tea and a Blog is the personal blog of a tea afficianado, and features brewing tips, photos, notes on tea shops, reviews of teas, and links. Lots of very nice stuff.

Another worthwhile blog, not in my sidebar but bookmarked, is Morning Coffee & Afternoon Tea, which celebrates hot caffeinated beverages of all (or at least two) kinds with recipes, news items, links, art, reviews, and more. In fact, scratch that...I don't know why this blog isn't in my sidebar, I'm going to add it now.

So after reading all the above hints and tips on how to brew tea, I decided to try it their way. I generally brew my tea straight in the mug, using a tea bag -- I would love to switch to loose leaf tea, finances permitting. I pour the milk in afterwards. Before these articles, I'd never heard of another way. But I decided to change a few things, and see if I could notice a difference.

So I dusted off my white teapot and tried a few new tricks. I filled the pot a quarter of the way with water and microwaved it, to preheat the pot. I was uncertain if the pot was microwave safe. I'm still a little unsure, since the water tends to heat slowly but one little spot at the bottom of the spot gets alarmingly hot very fast. I really hope the thing doesn't break. I made sure to keep the water for the tea boiling as hot and long as possible, and not cool down when I took it off the heat -- I knew the water had to be hot, but I didn't realize that it should be boiling when poured. I tried to respect the 3-5 minute brewing time, since I'm apt to just leave the bag in for twenty minutes. I don't mind strong, but I decided to give the short brewing time a try for taste. I realize that strength depends on the amount of tea, not the brewing time. And finally, I poured the milk in the cup first, and added the tea. As I feared, I used too much milk, and furthermore the tea was rather weak from brewing for such a short time. The tea was nice, but too weak and milky for my tastes. A second attempt with a little less milk and a little more brewing time produced a similar result. I think next time I'll use even less milk, and try two bags. I do use a large mug. I'll get it right. I think it will make a difference.

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9.01.2005

More on Grimm:

A Blog of Glup gives us a sneak preview of all the action and excitement of the Grimms' lives as it will be portrayed in the movie in an INSIDE SCOOP ON HOLLYWOOD BLOCKBUSTER THE BROTHERS GRIMM!!!!!!

Jake's (Heath Ledger) appointment as secretary of Jerome Bonaparte's library in WESTPHALIA! Will's (Matt Damon's) contributions to the Deutsches Wörterbuch, foundation of modern German etymology! Jake's literary endeavors! The publishing of the three-volume DEUTSCHE GRAMMATIK!

Oh...swoon!

Meanwhile, folks at Language Log ponder other scenarios comparable to the mangling of fact in the Grimms' story in Disowning the Brothers Grimm:

Imagine a Life of Noam in which, through the miracle of miniaturization, the heroic Chomsky (played by Brad Pitt in a revealing latex bodysuit) takes a band of brawling adventurers into the deepest recesses of the human brain, to recover bits of the language organ for sale through his start-up company -- a sort of cerebral 21st-century Fantastic Voyage. Appalling.

Or alternatively:

... 200 years from now a movie (or whatever form of mass entertainment they may use) on Spielberg's harrowing attempt to fight off dinosaurs from the Temple of Doom with the help of his loving extra-terrestrial friend.

My original reactions to the movie's trailer here. I should really just see this movie and get it over with already.

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8.31.2005

A conversation I had today

CO-WORKER: So are you in school?

ME: I just graduated.

CO-WORKER: Where did you go?

ME: Bard.

CO-WORKER: Ah. Yeah, I noticed the big words.

ME: I didn't know they were hanging out so prominently!

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8.24.2005

Looking grimm

Wow. The new Brothers Grimm movie coming out Friday looks really, really bad. I hadn't gotten around to watching the trailer until now, and now I'm pretty depressed. The visuals, which I had figured for a sure thing, aren't even that seductive. Everything looks cartoonish and overblown, like a Halloween haunted house -- huge overdose of atmosphere, when less is usually more. And the goofy, kiddie humor looks walk-outingly awful. I'm not even going to talk about the outrageous myths being perpetrated about the brothers themselves. It's Terry Gilliam and everything, but it looks so damn Disney.

Why?

Gilliam, forget this crap and go make Good Omens, dammit.

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8.18.2005

Possession

Everywhere I turn, people seem to be having trouble letting go of their things.

I used to be what they call a "pack rat." My mother called me "Stuff Girl" (no kidding) and she likened my bedroom to a museum, a collection of objects meticuously displayed, covering every horizontal surface and most of the verticals. Then one year, near the end of high school, something just snapped and I threw it all out. Gave away whatever I could. I gleefully stuffed things into giant garbage bags and kicked them to the curb, to charity, to my friends, whoever would accept them. I hardened my heart against the pitiable faces of even my favorite stuffed animals, and did away with the trappings of my childhood. I am a minimalist, you see, and I have a very particular aesthetic. I like my things functional and attractive, and anything superfluous, tacky, kitschy, or nostalgic must go.

I repeated this performance as needed, obeying the mantra, if you don't need it or want it or like it, don't keep it. The goal was to keep mobile -- I should only keep what I would be willing to personally carry from residence to residence. Anything that will spend its life in the back of the closet may as well move out for good. Unwanted gifts were disposed of with only moderate guilt. Even most of my school artwork was mercilessly dispatched (I told myself that I wouldn't regret it, but I may have been wrong). I may occasionally miss an item or two that I've gotten rid of, but overall, I feel mercifully free. Each and every thing that I own is an essential and integral piece of my daily life, something I appreciate and treasure. Everywhere I cast my eye it falls upon beauty, simplicity, and harmony. There are no more skeletons in my closet, just clothes and luggage and spare blankets and posters waiting to be framed. Useful things. Out of sight, but needed.

That's my advice to anyone struggling with too much stuff: renounce, renounce, renounce.

Just be sure that you won't regret it.

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8.17.2005

Musical revelations

Here, listen to this song. It's one of my current favorites, and I just adore it.

Jem - They.mp3

Now listen to this song.

10 Well tempered clavier book 2, No. 12 in F minor, BWV 881- Prelude.wma
(Right-click and "save target as" -- my browser at least can't handle the Windows Media Player format. I don't have an mp3, sorry.)

I was about to sit down to read for a bit and I had put on one of my classical playlists, "book lovers," which is just a combination of the albums Brahms for Book Lovers and Bach for Book Lovers. I was stopped in my tracks when the first random song started playing and I heard that familiar melody picked out on the gently dancing piano.

I had had no idea that Jem's song had been based on Bach, and discovering this was, as the title suggests, quite a revelation. I found this blog article about it: "Jem Gets Bach in the Saddle" by Greg Stepanich.

Wikipedia also has an interesting List of popular songs based on classical music. Oh, if only all of those links were audio links. It would be great fun to explore and listen to them all.

The final bit of musical revelation for today is a link to a song that I'd been searching for for some time. The song is Freeform Five's remix of Brian Wilson's "Our Prayer" from the album Smile. I first heard it on The Blue Room on BBC's Radio One several months ago, and loved it. I looked it up in the tracklisting, but there didn't seem to be any way to get it. There was a while when I stopped listening to The Blue Room, but I recently started again, and I found myself missing this song. So I looked for it again, and after long searching, finally came up with this link where I could at least listen to if not download it.

The song seems to be kind of a random phenomenon, a hip, electronica remix of an acapella hymn from a rock album. (I tracked down and listened to the original, and I didn't care for it at all.) Stylus magazine's The Stypod has an interesting post about it (no permalink -- scroll down to the third entry):

There's no telling exactly how or why this remix came into being. Having little to do stylistically with the grownup album rock majesty of Smile, it seems unlikely that the Freeform Five's take on the album's opening acapella track would have been commissioned by Nonesuch. Although, perhaps the label felt compelled to reach out to the younger, more modish facet of the artist's audience. But even then, why settle for a little-known act like Freeform Five? I figure the most likely explanation would be that the remixers in question had their fun with "Our Prayer" before any contact with the label was even established. [...] Fashioned as a tame electro/IDM hybrid, it wanders alongside the track's original version with crafty beats and further harmonizing via buzzy synths. It's quite far removed from the instrumental stylings and compositions of Brian "Sweet Hair" Wilson, but it'll do the trick as long as you're expecting it as such.

Anyway, here, at last, is the link to the song. Click on the "listen" link. The playlist has two songs on it -- skip the first one, which is something weird, and go right to this one.

Brian Wilson - Our Prayer (Freeform Reform)

Enjoy.


reading: Nick Bantock, The Venetian's Wife
saw: Adaptation; Jerry Maguire; Firefly

music: "cool music" mix, curr. Sting, "A Thousand Years"
beverage: Republic of Tea British Breakfast tea

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8.15.2005

Be vewwy vewwy quiet

A customer today purchased a Sally Hansen "Nearly Nude" French Nail Kit. This particular item was rendered in the register's occasionally peculiar shorthand as "SH NEARLY NUDE FRENCH," as if some French people in a state of undress nearby might be offended or startled off by any sudden loud noise.

I suddenly pictured a sort of Elmer Fudd in pursuit of exposed Gallic flesh, crouched down behind that famed chinked wall in France which is celebrated in naughty schoolyard rhyme, shushing his fellows as he surreptitiously observed his quarry...

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Stats

100% of survey participants said
that they would be willing to take a short survey.

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8.12.2005

It really is Gorges

Well, I just got back from yet another visit -- and yes, I did go west again -- this time to see LadySusan in Ithaca, where she's settling in and about to begin life as a grad student at Cornell. It was good to see her again after the summer, as well as my cat Sidney, whom she's just adopted. The visit was great, except for the bit where I left my wallet at home and was turned away from a couple bars and refused alcohol for the duration of my stay. This also scrapped our plans to visit a local winery, which we had been very much looking forward to.

Anyway, what I wanted to mention was that in one of the many little bookshops that line the Ithaca Commons, we came across the Brick Testament book, which was a neat find. (Interestingly, the book is rather cleaned-up -- many of the most risqué panels from the website are omitted.) Reading the introduction, I realized that I had mischaracterized the project in my earlier post. The creator, "The Rev." Brendon Powell Smith, is not actually a reverend at all -- he's an atheist -- and the purpose of the site is much more lighthearted and tongue-in-cheek than I believed. It's not religious at all, which goes a ways toward explaining the tone of the narration. So there you go. Should have been paying more attention. The site is now even more highly recommended.


reading: Gregory Maguire, Lost
saw: Firefly; The Black Adder

music: "cooltunes" mix, curr. "The Egypt Journey Part II" from the Shade - Wrath of Angels soundtrack
beverage: Twinings English Breakfast tea

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8.09.2005

Mixed messages

I went to the post office recently to purchase stamps and they gave me a book of stamps printed with a candy-heart design that reads "I [HEART] YOU." These are wholly inappropriate. I don't write to anyone I love. We have internet and telephone for that. I only send mail to pay bills, and I don't heart my creditors. "I O YOU" would be much more to the point.

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8.03.2005

More Super Smile Time Vacation Pictures!!!!

Part II: Destinations


One of the many games we saw. This was roughly where we sat for almost all of them.


The Hooters in Florence, KY where we got our free wings. We find it amazing that people take families to Hooters. They have high chairs.


Don't they look delicious?


Gratuitous Grand Canyon pictures.


Mine look the same as anybody else's.


Except that they have our backs in them.


The vacation resort friend's house where we stayed.


With a hot tub.


What a great trip.

I have a couple more good photos, but I'm mostly avoiding posting ones with people in them, so these are really all that I have to show. They're kinda boring, now that I think about it. But what kind of vacation slideshow would it be if I showed interesting pictures?

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8.01.2005

Happy Fun Time Vacation Photo Slideshow

Part I: On the Road

I'm going to sit you down now and make you look at pictures from my recent cross-country roadtrip. Yes, I am!

(Note: This is unrelated to the Nevada trip discussed in the previous post! Those pictures will come soon. These are the belated photos from the big roadtrip last month.)


The scenery while driving through somewhere. California, I think.


A picturesque sunset. Probably also California.


Big ol' cross in Indiana. One of two or three that we passed purported to be the largest in the country.


Florence, y'all. Kentucky.


At Sonic, the drive-through burger joint, somewhere in Oklahoma. An all-American experience. Pretend the car isn't German.


The Oklahoma sky, after a storm. The storm pictures themselves were all kind of ruined by the law school guide book sitting on the dashboard, which reflected prominently in all the shots.


The open road.

Next time: Destinations.

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Home from the range

I didn't get a chance to announce it, but that past five days' silence from me has represented my latest jaunt, this time a trip to visit family out in Nevada. My father was born and raised there on my grandparents' homestead, but I've only been out there once before, many years ago. This time there was a lot of my family there to celebrate my grandparents' 55th anniversary, and I got to meet one of my aunts, most of my cousins (3 out of 6) and all my second cousins (7) for the first time ever.

The terrain out there is amazing, quite unlike the New York sprawling towns and thick forests I'm used to. They live out in the middle of the desert, where going anywhere involves taking long drives through the hills and over mountains. You can see from one end of the valley to the other, endless stretches of empty desert with occasional ranches and farms. One day we took my grandfather's truck and went boonie crashing on the dirt trails and sometimes off of them, bouncing along to the top of Bald Mountain (named for the barren peak above the tree line), which was only a distant blue peak on the horizon when we started out. From the microwave station at its peak we could see the mountains and valleys all around us -- Mason Valley, Smith Valley, the ranches and towns, and Walker Lake. The view was incredible. Another day we went out (on paved roads this time) to Wilson Canyon, where you can walk along the dry wash and pick up big chunks of petrified wood from the sand. We saw lots of wildlife on our outings: two distant herds of wild mustangs, an indistinct white spot that may have been a mountain goat, ring-tailed lizards, several jackrabbits, and a whole flock of chucker, big, gray, turkey-like birds that we scared out of the canyon and running up the hill in a noisy squawking pack.

We took my dad's new telescope and went stargazing one night on the old homestead, out in the desert far from the town where the sky is dark and magnificent and full of stars. The Milky Way is big and bright and clearly visible -- it was quite a treat to see, as here it is only faintly perceptible on the best of nights. We looked at Venus before it dipped below the horizon, star clusters and nebulae, and Jupiter with a few of its moons. The moon was not out before we packed up, alas. And we brought along marshmallows, but couldn't have a campfire because of the dry weather for fear of setting the desert alight.

Our last night I requested that we go out to a Basque restaurant my father had told me about -- apparently there are a lot of Basques living in the area, and they have several restaurants where they serve traditional family-style meals. The place was simple and not very fancily decorated, but I like the way they serve a set meal where all you pick is your entree -- they bring a bottle of wine out to the table and serve soup (some kind of chicken soup with little pasta dots), bread, salad, a delicious rice and meat dish, then your choice of steak, fried chicken, lamb, or prawns (the entree was actually the weakest part of the otherwise great meal), followed by ice cream (almond praline) and coffee, all for a pretty reasonable price. I've never had Basque before, and it was a pretty nice experience. One for which, of course, we had to drive a couple hours over hills and mountains.

That pretty much sums up my vacation. It was a great trip, following so soon on the heels of another great trip...but I'm sure I'll stay put for at least a little while now. And if I do go somewhere, I'll try to go some direction other than west.

Pictures, of course, to follow much later...naturally I don't have them yet. But I do have my road trip pictures now, which I shall post very soon.


reading: Terry Pratchett, The Truth; Charles de Lint, Newford Stories
saw: parts of Gladiator and Dinotopia

music: cooltunes mix, curr. Jem, "They"
beverage: peach Twisted Tea

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7.25.2005

Dead Scotty jokes

I must say, I have felt no small amount of regret since using a variant of a "beaming up" joke to announce the death of James Doohan last week. It was a lamentable lapse of originality, and even though I knew better, I just couldn't resist. I expected better of myself.

At least I tried to keep it somewhat restrained. I didn't use the full on "Beam me up, Scotty," nor some ill-concieved variation on the theme: "Beam me up, God," "Last beam-up," "Beamed up to the big starship in the sky," or, perhaps worst of all, "he couldna give 'er any more" or "his dilithium crystals finally gave out" (and yes, these lines have ALL been used, abundantly).

(Fun fact: did you know that the line "Beam me up, Scotty," is spurious? It was never actually uttered on the show.)

I'm sure that when DeForest Kelly died a few years back, the cries of "He's dead, Jim!" were flying pretty fast and furious. I don't really remember it, but I would be shocked if it weren't so. All this got me to thinking -- how will the eventual deaths of the remaining original cast members be acknowledged? I'm sure we can predict the results right now...

William Shatner is the oldest remaining cast member by four days (March 22, 1931; Leonard Nimoy, March 26), so let's start with him. His death will likely also be accompanied by the frequent refrain, "He's dead, Jim!" Maybe one or two comments like "He's gone to captain that big starship in the sky"...but no, mostly "He's dead, Jims."

Nimoy's a bit tougher. "Lived long and prospered" will probably be the mainstay. None of the Wrath of Khan death stuff will really be useful...needs of the many, have been and always shall be your friend... All in all, Nimoy probably gets the nicest and most respectful death catchphrase. Through pure coincidence, you understand.

News of Nichelle Nichols's passing will be greeted with the words "Hailing frequencies closed." And maybe something contorted about not being able to hail her where she is, hailing Heaven, hailing God, or some such. But they will be very contrived, and most people will stick to "Hailing frequencies closed," the final "sir" optional.

I think coverage of the deaths of Walter Koenig and George Takei will be much more reserved, simply because there aren't any obvious puns to be made. None of the standard things you might say about someone dying have a V sound to turn into a comic Russian W in Koenig's case, and no one can remember anything memorable that Sulu said. Again, a last resort might be something about piloting the big starship in the sky, but since not many people will be making these kinds of jokes, it simply won't be fashionable.

Mark my words. It will happen.

And sorry again for the "beamed up" thing.

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7.24.2005

Overheard on the train

Youngish female voice: Say it. Sixsixsixsixsix.

Another youngish female voice: But those are the Devil's numbers!

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Connections

First, I'd like to welcome all the 2 Blowhards readers who were pointed here by Michael Blowhard's kind recommendation. It's wonderful to see some new faces in here. Thanks for coming by, do have a look around.

I feel very connected right now. Yesterday I took a trip down to New York to meet up with fellow blogger Maktaaq, who was visiting for a few days. I was delighted to discover that she is as charming and engaging in person as she is on her excellent blog. We visited a some cafes, boutiques, and pastry shops near Washington Square, strolled around, and had a very nice time. Afterwards I visited with a friend of mine who lives down in the city and whom I don't get to see nearly often enough.

I made the trip following a long overnight shift at work the previous night. I got home at 7 am, crashed for a couple of hours, then got up and took a train into the city to meet Maktaaq at 6. I ended up taking the last 11:58 pm train home, and on the ride back called work to discover that my shift for the following day was not 12:00 or 12:30 as I had thought, but at the ungodly hour of 7 in the am, a mere five hours in the future. I made it home and into bed around 3:30, only to have to crawl out of bed some two and a half hours later. Feeling terrible and not nearly up to working, I pleaded with my supervisor to be sent home as soon as someone else could come in, which I was two and a half hours later. I staggered gratefully home and collapsed into bed until almost six in the evening. My time sense is now quite thoroughly screwed up from all this, but at least I am well-rested and feel much better. All in all, the trip to New York was certainly worth the kink it's put into my schedule.

So. Onto the day's links.

There have been a lot of interesting articles on Scientology out there lately, with all the publicity about the goings-on of Scientology devotee Tom Cruise and new initiate Katie Holms. Salon is having a "Summer of Scientology" (odd choice of title, really -- it sounds like some kind of festival), a 4-part series of articles examining the pseudo-religion in depth: "Missionary man", about Cruise and his active role in promoting the Church; "Stranger than fiction", a review of L. Ron Hubbard's Dianetics that started it all; "The press vs. Scientology"; and "Scientology's war on psychiatry". All good, informative, and scary reads.

Slate also has an interesting article about Hubbard himself.

There's a deep chasm between the erudite, noble Hubbard of Scientology myth and the true identity of the church's wacky founder. To those not in his thrall, Hubbard might be better described as a pulp science-fiction writer who combined delusions of grandeur with a cynical hucksterism. Yet he turned an oddball theory about human consciousness—which originally appeared in a 25-cent sci-fi magazine—into a far-reaching and powerful multimillion-dollar empire.

Read the rest here.

The New York Times has an article about the laser-tattooed fruit that will soon be hitting shelves.


"When a Man Dies in a Sex Act with a Horse -- What's a Reporter to Do?" An article at Editor & Publisher talks about how some stories are just tough to cover tastefully.

An Ananova Quirkies news item tells the story of a family of Australian farmers who declared their land an independent country.

A thread at a WetCanvas! forum shows what happens When Graphic Artists Get Bored.

Moodgrapher is a nifty site with its fingers on the world's pulse, charting its collective mood as expressed by the shifting emotions of livejournal users. Their recent analysis of the effects of the London bombings is striking.


reading: Diana Darling, The Painted Alphabet; John Gardner, In the Suicide Mountains; Terry Pratchett, Hogfather
saw: Fight Club; Firefly; Beverly Hills Cop
playing: Seiklus, a fabulous game from innovative designer clysm -- more on this later

music: my "cool music" mix, curr. Moby, "Another Woman"
beverage: Twinings Prince of Wales tea

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7.09.2005

Bard in Fog

Archive photos -- 2002

Some more of my old digital photos today, this time a couple shots I took of Bard campus one thick, foggy morning in my freshman year. Not many people were about, and I wanted to capture the empty, desolate feel of the place. As I often do, I deliberately avoided snapping anything that could tie the image to a time or a place...I can't stand a stray person, sign, or power line intruding into my ethereal vistas.


The campus center field


The Chapel of the Holy Innocents

Soon Bard will be nothing to me but a foggy memory.

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Firefoxed

I finally installed Firefox this week.

Since it came out, I heard nothing but rants and raves about how great it was, how exciting, how wonderful. I held off installing it in the belief that I was about to reformat my computer any day now, and there was no point installing new software only to have to reinstall it a few days later. After a couple of months, I have all but given up on the possibility of ever reformatting my poor, twisted computer (installing XP on top of Windows ME gave it a few identity crises I'd like to correct as far as profiles go), and I at last gave in and got myself Firefox.

I've been less than delighted with it so far. In fact, I'm uninstalling it today and going back to good old Mozilla 1.6, which I fortunately left intact in case Firefox didn't work out. Which it didn't.

There are a few things about Firefox that are quite nice. I like the more streamlined status bar, the folders sidebar in bookmark manager, the Google search in the location bar (though I never use the location bar, but I would like the feature if I did). I like typing ctrl-L instead of ctrl-shift-L to enter a location. Actually, I think that about does it for things I like.

I don't like the loss of the tabs 1.6 had to hide and show the location bar. I keep it hidden away for browsing, but I like to show it with one click in order to copy a url. In Firefox, you can only toggle it on and off, and to show it I have to go to View -> Toolbars -> Navigation Toolbar.

I don't like the cookies management. You can tell it to either reject or accept all cookies, and you can type in the urls of all exceptions. 1.6 has a feature where it will ask you every time it encounters a new site whether to accept or reject that site's cookies. You can also click a menu option to "accept cookies from this site" or "reject cookies from this site," but no such option exists in Firefox, where you have to manually type it in.

There are some random quirks that annoy me, things 1.6 seemed to do more smoothly. When I click "back," the current page vanishes and then reappears for an instant before changing to the previous page. Every single time I think for that instant that the operation has failed, and there are a couple of times where I click "back" again to compensate.

Every new window I open, though supposedly maximized, is pulled a little ways in on the right side, so that I have to un- and re-maximize to get it fill the screen.

I almost forgot one of the worst things, the one that decided me. Pop-ups. I have had zero problems with 1.6's pop up blockers. I'm never bothered by a single ad, and I only very rarely have to tell it to allow some pop-up that I want. Firefox lets so many ads get through. I find it hard to believe that its blocker could be less effective than its supposedly less advanced predecessor, but it is. It also has a much more clumsy way of alerting you to a block -- 1.6 puts a nice little icon in the status bar, where Firefox puts a big blue band right across the top of the page, cutting the screen down. Infuriating!

Begone, Firefox. Come back when you're better.

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6.30.2005

Miss me?

Back from the road trip, which was more or less a blast. Very eventful. Some not so great bits -- it's hard for four people to spend three weeks in constant company, on the road crammed into a tiny Jetta for hours at a time, and all remain friends -- but despite the unpleasantness near the end, it was a wonderful vacation.

We drove across the country, from New York to Long Beach, CA and back. We went to visit our friend T, whose large white-stucco house on the peninsula is practically a vacation resort with a guest room and bath, sauna, and hot tub, and a prime location between two beaches, the bay on one side and the ocean on the other. This was my first ever visit to the west coast; it took me days to get over the palm trees.

Some highlights:

First night out, staying with a friend of E's in Philly. Went to our first game -- one of the main purposes of the trip was to hit up ballgames around the country (this was also the first baseball game I'd ever seen) -- and afterwards met Sarge, a friend of our host, who treated us to drinks in the amazing 400-bottle Irish bar located off the living room of his parents' house. The antique bartop is apparently a relic from a tavern in Valley Forge once frequented by George Washington and his men. Sarge serves 'em strong, and when we returned home, J, overcome, lay in the parking lot of the apartment complex and rolled around and puked until the cops showed up a few hours later and encouraged us to try harder to get him indoors.

After the Reds game in Cincinnati, we visited a Hooters in Florence, KY where they offer ten free wings to every ticketholder if the Reds score more than 10 runs. We gorged ourselves on greasy free wings, had our pictures taken with the obliging Hooters waitress (they're trained to bend over for photos in order to show off their cleavage -- it's amazing), and drove as far as the banks of the Mississippi, where E puked it all up.

Unfortunately, there was little to no vomiting for the duration of the trip, although it had been agreed that each of us should puke at least once. K and I managed to refrain, although the saltwater we swallowed in the ocean waves nearly did us both in.

Broke down at a Wal-Mart an hour out of Little Rock, AR at four in the morning, and had to be towed back to wait for six hours at a VW dealer while it was fixed. They kindly drove us to a Cracker Barrel for breakfast, where we fooled around with the toys in the shop, and played giant checkers and Mad Libs while we sat in rocking chairs on the porch.

Saw the Grand Canyon, and hiked a ways down it in one sunny, sweaty interlude away from the car. Magnificent.

On one perfect day in LA, we woke up to watch an LA car chase live on the news, then felt the rumblings of a brief earthquake. In more regional weather, we also got to see a baby proto-tornado during an impressive storm we drove through in Oklahoma.

On the way back from Long Beach, we visited Las Vegas, which was more fun than I would have believed a few years ago. The two spots K and I have had tentative plans to visit have been Montreal and Vegas, which he campaigned to convince me was a great place with cheap lodging, food, and entertainment. I resolved to give Las Vegas a shot, but I doubted we'd ever make it out there. I still have trouble believing that we made it all the way to Vegas before ever visiting Montreal, which is only a few hours away.

They say that what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, but I will say that I did enjoy it quite a bit and was pleasantly surprised. We stayed at the Sahara and the Tropicana, and visited most of the major hotels on the strip. K and I made modest amounts of money playing poker, blackjack, and roulette (I learned and stuck to blackjack, and was surprised to win eight dollars on nickel slots), and J lost a fair amount of money at the tables and accidentally bought a $200 shirt to wear to dinner.

Drove back through Utah and Colorado, which were spectacular, despite growing tensions in the party. We ended up having to cut our trip short, skipping Chicago and Washington and blowing through St. Louis without seeing the city or the game. We got back a few days early, frustrated and exhausted, but it was still a hell of a trip.

Pictures to come soon, I hope.


reading: Eric Schlosser, Fast Food Nation; Ben Bradlee, A Good Life; all the issues of Harper's and The Week accumulated in my absence
saw: Batman Begins; Ice Age; a documentary about Evel Knievel; parts of Vegas Vacation, The Core, and White Men Can't Jump; episodes of Firefly (I can't wait for Serenity!)
playing: Oregon Trail (it's been a frequent topic of conversation lately...I just downloaded the game and an emulator out of nostalgia)
game of the day: The Fridge, a crazy, cute game where you play an egg roaming around the kitchen on an epic quest.

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6.02.2005

Power

I am in one of my vivid dreaming phases, where I have long, elaborate dreams every night and recall them pretty clearly in the morning. This was one part of last night's.

Old buildings, brick and stone. Castles. Perhaps some kind of school campus. Everyone is dressed similarly, in white and black and gray and dark plaid -- uniform, or a rather limiting dress code.

A blond girl, student-age, is walking alongside an older woman (teacher perhaps? Some kind of authority figure), also blond. The girl is talking to her intensely about something important, and then breaks off, looking nervously around her.

Everywhere she looks, everyone seems to be looking back. Students stand, paused, watching the girl and the woman. All the attention is on her.

The girl tries to keep talking, but notices it too many times, among too many clusters of people as they pass. Why are they all looking at me?

Because you have them under your power, the woman answers evenly.

What?

You put all of them under your power! the woman repeats. You did it.

Startled, the girl realizes to what the woman is referring. She flashes back to a scene of herself, alone, standing on the castle balcony at night, pacing, venting. She is frustrated and feeling helpless. "I wish everyone would just listen to me!" she rages to the night.

The girl turns pale, remembering. This seems to be a school where there is magic among the students. Her words were not simple words, and her anger gave them power. But she had no idea.

I said...that I didn't want to be ignored, she says slowly. That I wanted them to know how bad it felt. They are passing along some kind of rampart now, with a gathering of students standing just below, in the open space on the castle's roof. All have their eyes fixed on the pair. As she says this, some of the students let out cheers and whoops, raising their fists, in an almost automatic way. Why are they cheering at that? she says hotly. She doesn't have many friends among them...it is almost as if they are cheering her pain. The woman shrugs.

We have to find a way to break it... she says, and looks out over the crowd, which looks back up at her.

She resumes her earlier discussion with the woman, which was about some looming danger that they have to do something to stop. Now the entire school is party to the problem, and they plan something together. They set out to do it -- setting across the sea to somewhere in a longboat -- with all eyes still fixed on the girl, who sits in front, the only one not rowing. She sits sullenly, ignoring the unbreakable stares of the others focused on her back.

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